So tired

I hate when my mind races constantly. Every thought of the day becomes a battle it seems and its wearing me out.
I want to just breath and move on, but things just never feel good enough. Whether I'm watching a movie and comparing my situations the characters or if I'm in conversation with friends comparing my situations to theirs I'm always falling short, or feeling like I'm doing something wrong.

Why can't I get it through my head that things are different for every person, and I only need to compare to the One who will judge me at the end of the life?

I'm just too stubborn to understand or figure it out it seems.

The only viable solution is to run away and start over and hope things go better.